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Literally, I NEVER sleep for 8hrs straight (thanks to insomnia..) someone from the leasing office came in my home again last night, 6/19. and did the following: nose ring smashed slept 8hrs straight (dugged me again) my cameras were tampered with again, this was caught in 3secs, they turned off my camera. at 11:10pm my bowl of individual paint was dumped on the floor  now there's two phones on my airplay, i only own one iphone. and i live alone, that should not be the case.  sent emails from the leasing office even though the office was closed and even after hours at 7pm i wear press on nails, one was missing when i wome today my shower water literally smells like klorine and the pool is green right now completely unkept  my paint brush was upside down in my paint bucket. a brush i literally never use I dont feel safe, but I'm not afraid.. I will hurt anyone attempting to hurt me.. they can keep trying if they want. A sober woman with insomnia does not sleep long. 'nor ha...

 Literally, people all over. Everywhere I go want to use, abuse, literally rape or burn me alive?! wtf kind of life is that?? I love being myself. and it's not fair that every time I turn around (literally just in ATL) people are trying to discredit me, lie on me, frame me, evict me from my home ?! WTF YO!!!! every time i get a work from home job, someone tries to take my home from me.. every time i even just want to be in love with someone, they show me they're a fucking predator too.. im tired, yo. i deserve nothing but the best, and that's what I'll continue to give to MY$ELF! tf, i dont need anyone. and no one can deny me anything.. because everything is from you, God. and I'm just over it, yo. i deserve the best of everything.. so why does Chanay Knight and her nasty ass child-raping husband Floyd think by joining fake ass non-secret socities that they can control a fucking narrative yo.. that a goddamn TEN YEAR OLD GIRL IS FUCKING YOUR HUSBAND YO?! how the fu...

I wrote this on the bulletin board of an old job and I was patient for someone to ask me what it meant. no one did. lol but no worries, I totally knew what that meant.. the point? God. Love is from God, and God is Love <3 if you feel love in your heart, know God is there and He'll guide you. where you are going is completely up to you, but consider the fact that if you heal your hurt, maybe you'd walk closer to God instead of right behind Him.. (things you learn).

  ...'Cuz, #wtf iz LYFE rn, bro?? LMFAO...     I truly cannot fathom what the fuck may have happened in "SOCIETY" but nigga, this aint it. LMFAO. I truly think the world (this world anyway) has completely lost their goddamn  mindz. LMFAO, I just can NOT come to ANY other logical CONCLUSION besides people are evil and they FAWKINGGG want to b. LMFAO, iz pretty SICKENING to $ee how people are so willing to do the ABSOLUTE most to hurt another being... nigga, yaw have lost ur damn wayz, 'n LUCKILY just by WATCHING a REAL NIGGA like meee, LOL, yaw can $ee it aint nothing teww ittt, but to deww it, ard? LOL, ard. BET... LYFE is literally what all 'da 'lor stupid $ongs say... lol (I was gonna type with sense, but eh, 'diss iz more me, CHILL on me, jus ROLL w/ IT <3 )  LYFE iz but a DREAM  <3 LYFE iz what YUUU MAKE IT  <3 LYFE iz FULL OF TWISTS 'n TURNS  <3 Ur ALWAYS right where UR SUPPOSED TO B  <3 F.I.N.A.O (FAILURE IZ NOT AN OPTION...

Wow, what the fuck. lol, Look how far I've come. Since my last post, freaking three years ago (don't judge me, I'm doing better starting today 😂) I've dropped two videos, two mixtapes, four singles, rey drop another tape any second now 😅 anddd, besides the music I've gotten my MBA, learned a ton of crazy (but necessary) lessons, moved from my hometown to another state, currently maintaining 6 beautiful brands and just found overall, what feels like, never ending peace. I told my producer like, nigga, this almost too much peace 😂 But I wouldn't have it any other way. I saw a lot of bullshit over the years but I choose to remain focused on the positives and what is working instead of what may seem to need a bit of restructuring. Notice I didn't say what's not working, I'm not the type to give up. If I say it's going to happen, it's going to happen, just whenever God permits. I've learned to count my failures as wins too because when you ...

What does that mean? That means I'm ruled by love. I move with love. I do with love. I am love. Life is better when you choose to love. Spite and pettiness cause negativity that taints YOUR energy. And karma is real. So why on Earth would you want to be any other way? By no means am I a role model, but I think people could take a page out of my book when it comes to being a honest and genuine person. Some people are so miserable that they don't even recognize how their trash ways affect others, but most importantly, themselves. Everything we say; everything we do are reflections of ourselves. Whom and how you hurt, it darkens that person's aura just as much as it subconsciously darkens yours. We didn't decide to be here. We didn't ask for the life we were given. But our mothers chose to bring us into this world. This fucked up fucking world. And we're all just lost in it... So if you could be one tiny light in the middle of the forest, well... wouldn't you ...