Hoooo, Humm...
Usually, when im extra bored I'd pick up and go.. whether im picking up my phone for a quick chat, or getting in my car to go have "fun," but literally there's no one around these days but myself.. But literally, that has been my whole life. There's not one person I had in my world that actually deserved the place I held them to.. not one soul I can turn to, that I can actually trust with my time, my mind and damn sure not my heart.. They say, things get worse before they get better. They say, keep fighting.. be a warrior, be strong and be kind... but if I must be strong and fight as if it is war.. where is the time to be kind? I've given my all to so many relationships.. be it family, friend or lover and as I look around, all I see is me. I've planted seeds in the hearts of those I have loved.. but when they bloom, it's like a butterfly just breaks its cocoon and simply floats away.. now I want to float away, and it's like lassos endlessly attempt...